How was your family? (23)

1 Name: Anonymage : 2016-03-20 09:41 [Del]

How was your family and upbringing?
For me, it took reaching 23 to realize that there's nothing inherently wrong with me, and that all my problems were created by my horrible parents and the way they raised me.
Now I'm actually improving and re-learning a lot of things the right way.
How were your father and mother? Do you think they have something to do with your current issues? If not, what you think caused it?

2 Name: Anonymage : 2016-03-20 10:10 [Del]

They are ok. I think it's just me being somehow corrupt from the very beginning.

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4 Name: Anonymage : 2016-03-21 21:11 [Del]

Way too sheltering as I was growing up. I hate interacting with them now because they are delusional normalfags, especially my idiot mother who is a creationist and believes in miracles. My dad is passive aggressive. I can't enjoy myself when they are around.

Otherwise they are not that bad.

>>2
Me too. When I was born I weight ~2.5lbs. Looked like a fucking skeleton alien monstrosity. I also had a heart problem at birth that almost killed me. Nature herself said I shouldn't be here, but I was dragged into this nightmare world.

5 Name: Anonymage : 2016-03-24 01:24 [Del]

>>4
Oh man those religious extremists really piss me off. Especially when they try to brainwash their unknowing kids into the same bullshit worldview as them. You were lucky to be smart enough to escape from all that brainwashing wiz.

6 Name: Anonymage : 2016-03-26 10:02 [Del]

>>5
Yeah, it's pretty strange to be the target of brainwashing and escape it. I was told evolution was a total lie, global warming was a lie, my Dad thought Doom caused Columbine... I've even been to the Creation Museum. It took a few years to figure out the extent of the lies from my parents. However, even since I was little I would stand amongst these people having religious experiences while feeling nothing, so the disillusionment was inevitable.

7 Name: Anonymage : 2016-03-26 10:20 [Del]

>>6
well, global warming (caused mainly by human actions, that is) IS a lie

8 Name: Anonymage : 2016-03-27 20:45 [Del]

My parents are, interesting.

My father is pretty simple. He is just typical, though he leans liberal and progressive on economic issues (not so much on social.) He can either be passive, nice or an asshole. Usually passive.

My mother is really bothersome. She is a manipulative cunt in many aspects but she seems to have a soft spot for me compared to the rest of my family.
She was a horrible, incredibly rude teacher back when I was in 5th grade and she left a scare on my childhood in a way. Nobody talked to me out of fear of her. Seriously, she is that teacher who everyone despises.
She really takes advantage of my dad though I wouldn't say she's conscious of it. What makes me so frustrated is that she straight up lied back when she taught me. She would feed my father these stories about how she was getting attacked by parents at school for little to no reason. I called her out on it once or twice but I was always screamed at by her and my father.
All these years later she created a rift between herself and my older sister and brother. I am usually nice to her as I think she realizes how badly she was in the past.

9 Name: Anonymage : 2016-08-10 08:49 [Del]

My Father, he was around until I was about 1, I`ve never talked to him and don't really feel anything in regards to that.
My Mother, she was abusive to my older sisters but to me she simply tried to wrap me in as much bubble wrap as possible which I think is because I was a premature baby that nearly died on birth, my older brother died at birth but that's what happens when a woman in her 40s and a man in his 60s or 70s try to have a kid, she is also a person that relies heavily on emotional manipulation, thankfully I stopped truly feeling those at the age of 16.
My sisters, they all love me but there used to be a very aggresive rivalry between them, every time they were within 10 feet of eachother a reaction similar to francium and water would take place, this probably added to the whole emotional numbness and only really stopped when I was about 18.
Me, my mother told me that even as a baby I didn't try to interact with others, I was invisible while growing up and I really hope that I can continue being invisible until I die, when I die I want an oak tree to be planted above my body, I hate to be a waste.

10 Name: Anonymage : 2016-08-16 10:59 [Del]

Overall I've been raised good, never had a lack of food, new clothes or money. I've always had what I wanted pretty much.

About the relationship with them it was always a bit weird. Never had a connection that I guess you suppose you should have with your parents. They were there but I basically care nothing about them. I just need them because they feed me and they give me a roof over my head. I wouldn't be sad if they die except the fact that I'd become homeless. And the same goes for them including my sister I suppose except my mom that I think he cares a little but I don't know why I can't bring myself to give shit to this. Maybe I'm just like this or maybe were all the screams/beatings that my mom used to do when I was a kid for mistakes I did (school,chores,ecc...).

11 Name: Anonymage : 2016-08-17 18:45 [Del]

Main site is down?

12 Name: Anonymage : 2016-08-17 18:46 [Del]

>>11
seems so

13 Name: Anonymage : 2016-08-19 22:24 [Del]

>Did anyone get their internet cut off before or computer / console taken away when they were younger?

I would like to tell something for this question, but not in the thread where its asked, because of various reasons (smug anime pictures, "normies!!" shaming, greentext, and justbeyouselfwiz environment).

So, it all began with my uncle.
Yes, my uncle was stopping me from playing too much on some ancient PC with monochrome monitor, because I was small and just played one racing game over and over, without meaningful interaction with PC, apart from using command line to launch the game, or have fun with it(which was the OS) and typing things my uncle told me.
My mother very rarely took the cords from NES with her to the work, and I was stuck just reading books, from my home library, or going to kids library to get moar books. I used to rent sega megadrive first before acquiring one, from another kid in 90's. He made me pay the money I steal from mother. I have many stories about it, but they are very rough and not for the today's internet.
I didn't have PSone too for quite a time, and was very addicted to spending money in a gaming club filled with psones. I've lied, I've stole, I've fought numerous times just to keep addiction going. But in a few years got bored, and came back to learning PC and the internet at home. Didn't make much progress, I still don't know any programming, apart from very easy to make scripts, and pages.

I've jumped many pc-exclusive fads. Be it blogs, online games, imageboards, hidden web, you name it - I was there, lurking, proud to be a part of something, but not really, and not for the last years at least. So many fads, that I see the point of people joining them, of all these online communities, and smart, but greedy people behind them.

But basically what I did these years - is gaming. Gaming hard. Multiple absolutely meaningful "achievement" which didn't made penis bigger. Wasting all the precious time for reading shitty articles I don't need, trolling on the internet with pics and text, enjoying music, and various types of art, and playing games.

But its ok, since I'm enjoying my personal freedom for the last 15 years in my room. If its really what I want to do - be it that way.

I'm literally starting to rot alive. My teeth hurts, I have no endurance for anything, I can't stand light, very obese, head always hurts, no feelings for anybody except some magical things that don't really exist, giving how pragmatic human nature is. All of this for nothing.

Before you start the practice of comparing my shit to yours - just don't do it, please, for many reasons.

14 Name: Anonymage : 2016-08-19 22:36 [Del]

>>13

>I would like to tell something for this question, but not in the thread where its asked
>Before you start the practice of comparing my shit to yours - just don't do it, please, for many reasons.

That's quite audacious, obviously nobody can truly understand each other but it seems odd you're expecting special treatment, it's not like you're the only person who has a problem with certain things you know.
You were probably posting here to get away from any semblance of criticism too, but sorry, the only thing I can do for the heart of your post is read it in silence since I don't have anything to say about it.

15 Name: Anonymage : 2016-08-20 14:20 [Del]

My dad is an utter failure. He was caught with paraphernalia at the age of 16 and uses this as an excuse as to why he can't have a better job. He's a chad dad. He works with his hands and builds things, easily angered, and has always had many women. My mom is a stupid whore. She had 4 kids while being in poverty. She has no consideration for anyone's feelings in the family and will constantly put down her children. She complains about working a full time job, as it is new to her.
My step-father is another failure chad. He believes that he must do everything in power to show that he's successful, when in reality he's not. He has certain expectations that no one can meet, not even himself. My step-mom is another failure. She will talk on the phone to one person, and then in another phone call with someone else, she will say a bunch of horrible things about the person she was just on the phone with. That cycle repeats. My older sister is a stupid dyke. She broke my gaming computer by throwing it on the ground and will do everything she can to make other people feel bad.
My younger sister is a stuck up cunt. She's a tumblrina who has had a girlfriend in the past, and her current boyfriend is more stuck up than her. My younger brother is A FUCKING CHAD IF THERE HAD TO BE ONE. He will lift weights and text girls all day. It's nice he's too young to drive, or else they'd always be here FUCKING.

FUCK THEM

16 Name: Anonymage : 2016-08-20 15:18 [Del]

>>15
Geez anon its like a nightmare you cant wake up

17 Name: Anonymage : 2016-09-15 01:39 [Del]

have been visiting wizardchan since the beginning of 2014 and i have noticed this place is beyond dead. There is no real deppression anymore and instead of wizard "brotherhood" everyone Insults eachother and use faggy 4Chad memes when they post something. Nothing is serious anymore. It feels like te entire place have been overrun by failed normies and newfags who propably are not
wizards yet virgins to begin with. They come here to shitpost or start pointless discussions that have more in common with r9kfags then wizards. Everything is pol or r9k bullshit now. The best thing for me is to never engage "discussions" with other humans on the internet and shut myself out forever. Btw did your remember the "regards normalfag hunter" posts at feels? That was me. I started the whole crap. Anyway goodbye forever, it had been fun. The best thing i can do is to isolate myself away from the internet aswell. Some wizards commit suicide others lose their mana. Me? Goodbye to the internet forever.

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19 Name: Anonymage : 2016-11-25 00:12 [Del]

I was dropped on my head a few times. I think my brother dropped me and my head and a cousin's friend dropped me and I hit my head on a glass table.

In my childhood, I went into the internet full-stead for a long while. I saw some stuff, learned from other opinions, looked for more, and I've thought through my life.

My family was fine. They fed me, gave me good stuff, provided me with my precious internet, and they were supportive all the time.

I think I've not fallen yet. I have enough, but need a job. I need a job. I need a job.

If I get that, I will kill the world.

Nothing's bad.

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21 Name: Anonymage : 2019-10-13 23:34 [Del]

The very same adults who once owned guns, smoked, and drank when they were 20 are now happy to ban anyone under 21 from owning guns, smoking, or drinking.

Those who were raised to be moral might be shocked to find out that their friends steal, have debt, smoke, drink, do drugs, and had sex when they were teens.

22 Name: Anonymage : 2019-11-09 19:28 [Del]

My mother got divorced, she had a warm personality but really rude too. She destroyed my father's aristocratic balls and left us. I blame her for a lot of how i turned out, but it happened so suddenly and wasn't something we could plan for to happen.

23 Name: Anonymage : 2019-11-09 19:29 [Del]

My father tried, but he couldn't get his mojo back and never had the same force my mother had.

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