I'm a loser (20)

1 Name: Anonymage : 2019-08-28 09:48 [Del]

I'm a loser and I cannot change this fact.
What's more depressing is that being a non loser doesn't count as winning in life, we're ultimately fucked. There's no winners, and yet I still was born to be a loser who ALSO is gonna get fucked in the same way as the winner, only ten times worse. There's no good side to being a loser... There's no comfort to knowing the TRUTH. That is, that you cannot help YOURSELF, you can't DO ANYTHING FOR YOU. YOU can't do anything for anybody. People are going to suffer and you are going to suffer and no one or anything is gonna change this horrible truth. If you HAVE to get sick you are going to get sick, if you have to experience a horrible death YOU ARE going to experience it, if your parents are going to be violent uneducated pricks, then you're gonna have to DEAL WITH THAT and that's pretty much it, no solution to that. NO HELP. We are HELPLESS. WE ARE VICTIMS. YOU ARE A VICTIM, LIKE IT OR NOT. We are losers ultimately, some are lucky but eventually life is there to fuck them. I only wish I could save certain losers from the unavoidable pain of existence. I wish I could help but what can a loser do, a loser only knows how to be a loser. What are you gonna reply when you see them crying in horror? "Oh, I'm sorry, I wish I could help, but I'm useless".

Go on and distract yourself knowing that in any moment you can be subject to the infinite nightmares only life knows how to concoct. Yes, life is meaningless and absurd, but how will that type of knowledge help you? Will you be able to laugh or cry at your misfortune and the bad luck of the ones you love? Pointless to wonder, your reaction will be the one your body decides for you, and be certain that it will be one of horrible sorrow and mental anguish.

Life is a problem that has no solution, therefore the wisest thing we can do is to PREVENT life from happening. Sterilize the children. There's no reason for unnecessary pain, nobody is asking to be born. STOP THE CHANCES OF LIFE. It's our duty as fellow sentient beings.

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3 Name: Anonymage : 2019-08-29 09:19 [Del]

I agree completely. Humanity was a mistake and the best thing we can do is correct ourselves through collective self-destruction.

The real rub is that humans are programmed to their very core to want to hold onto life desperately in all but the most wretched of circumstances, and in those most wretched circumstances some can't help but doggedly cling to life. We are victims of our own instincts, prisoners of our own flesh.

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6 Name: Anonymage : 2019-09-11 16:31 [Del]

fuck, this post captures my existential rage so perfectly.

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10 Name: Anonymage : 2019-09-20 06:50 [Del]

Sometimes I wish I wasn't so self aware.

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19 Name: Anonymage : 2019-11-07 08:33 [Del]

having a life-long loser mentality, i wonder if things like the hedonistic treadmill or that every moment not partaking in a pleasure feel like hell are relatable to everybody? many people claim to feel good most of the time, but i wonder if they're not high or lying.

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