i feel so fucking sad! (29)

1 Name: Anonymage : 2019-12-07 10:10 [Del]

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4 Name: Anonymage : 2019-12-09 13:16 [Del]

I am doomed and it's bad, it feels horrible. It feels like if I'm trapped and someone locked the key inside a box that stores smaller boxers ad infinitum. My key is in the middle and I need little keys to open each one of them. So I'm fucking alone in this cell.
There's no one to share it with me.
There's no one to help me escape or dig a tunnel out of this prison.
There's no one.
My parents saw me be incarcerated and they think it's only a matter of time to get out of this hell.
It's not I've seen the future I'M FACING A LIFE SENTENCE in this horror prison. There's a mirror on every wall of course, and in the center is where I stand, paralized and afraid. I have my left eye my chest the right in my back. Ican't never get to close both of them.
You could have helped me and I could have lived with the fear of losing you but you're gone and I will be perpetually alone. My mother is a monster who doesn't know it's a monster, she is who locked me here without knowing it and thinks it's all okay. My dad has never been here.
Things don't help me and I can't connect with the living.

My brain is going crazy, I feel like my body is trying to kill itself and that it's only a matter of time for me to wake up and do it. is this how things are going to be? iS THAT how my life is going to end? With me ending it?

5 Name: Anonymage : 2019-12-09 14:11 [Del]

what good are words when they're forgotten and never felt by anyone but the person who wrote them? I'm just so tired, I wish I had someone or something to cope. I have nothing but my pain and memories.

6 Name: Anonymage : 2019-12-09 15:58 [Del]

To me it just makes no fuckin sense, what good is this life when I can do nothing but feel moderate states of pleasure that are always followed by the most torturous emotional and physical pain?
The negative outweighs the positive. I dont' want ot kill myself but my body is screaming me to do it. It's just not fair.

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8 Name: Anonymage : 2019-12-10 08:19 [Del]

I can't delude myself with false hope any longer. The reckless and careless abandon with which I lived my life has buried me. There is no escaping this hole. I will take my own life in this bedroom and that's that. Fuck this rotten world and fuck America

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10 Name: Anonymage : 2019-12-10 16:20 [Del]

I know how you feel but I don't know how I can help. I don't understand how people can be life affirming. The ones who are not are doomed. Fuck my brain is fucking broken. I don't even know what this is achieving. Just wanted to leave this here. Best of luck if you still read this anyways.

11 Name: Anonymage : 2019-12-10 16:27 [Del]

Based 'I feel so fucking sad' poster!

I know, it sucks. It really does.

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13 Name: Anonymage : 2019-12-10 22:04 [Del]

>>10>>11

Thanks bujt there's nothing I can do but to feel like this. I'm trying to not feel bad but I can't it's a battle I've already lost and one I have to fight everyday. I'm just tired of it and I want peace.

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15 Name: Anonymage : 2019-12-12 04:27 [Del]

I need somethingor someone. why am i so alone

16 Name: Anonymage : 2019-12-12 05:58 [Del]

NOTHING ANGERS ME MORE THAN TO KNOW THAT ALL MY SUFFERING AND PAIN IS FOR NOTHING. I WON'T LEARN FROM MY PAIN, I WON'T IMPROVE. IT'S ALL WASTED!!!!!!!

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19 Name: Anonymage : 2019-12-13 16:26 [Del]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Everything is pain. Depression at its realest reality is simple pain. Pain without context. Pain without reason. Just pain. Existence is nothing but pain. If at least I knew someone or something was torturing me for fun. But there is nothing like that. Only pain. Pain.

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21 Name: Anonymage : 2019-12-14 16:53 [Del]

I hope the new year will be better. It couldn't be worse anyway.

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